5

Tyga:

After a long drive to Trell and Heather’s house, as usual, Mama’s was passed out but I’m sure she would be up as soon as Heather seen her. Heather never let her ass sleep, she always played the ‘I never get to see my niece’ card then be having my baby cranky and on all types of fucked up sleeping schedules.

“Wassup my nigga” Trell greeted me opening the door. I slapped him dap before he moved to the side and let me into the house. I followed the loud annoying voices to his living room with mama’s in tow. She was wiggling around from their loud voices, she was going to be woken up anyway so I didn’t go put her in a quieter room. 

“Hey”

“Sup Nigga” 

“MY BABY” 

“My Nigga”

I laughed at all the scattered greetings throughout my room before nodding my head. Heather got up and ran over to me basically snatching Maliah’s car seat out of my hand. I glared at her ass, she was half way on her way to an ass whooping snatching my baby like she fuckin’ crazy. Sitting next to Chris, I leaned back and gave him dap looking around to see who all was there.

I spot Trell, Mijo, Heather, Chris, and Nino. 

“Hey Liah” She cooed sitting the car seat down in front of her so she could unstrap her and take her out of it. I watched as Trell watched her and Maliah interact with Maliah, you could see the hurt and disappointment all in his face. 

“Mama’s” I called out and she instantly turned her head to look at me.  ”Come here.” I stuck my hands out towards her gesturing for her to come to me flashing my bright smile and she swung her head back around and fell into Heather’s chest. 

“Haaa! She know who loves her the most.” Heather teased as Maliah turned and looked at me smiling wide. “Fuck you nigga. My baby loves me.” I replied squinting my eyes at Maliah. She started laughing and dug her head back into Heather’s chest.

“Fuck all you niggas, she know where it’s at.” Chris said standing up and walking over to Heather and Maliah. “Come on baby” Chris smiled at her and she immediately reached her arms up, jumping into Chris’ before they came and sat back next to me leaning back into the couch. “I swear she gotta crush on this nigga!” Everyone chuckled as I glared at Chris who was cheesing in Maliah’s face.

Liah propped herself up on Chris’ stomach leaning back onto his arm, gripping tightly onto his shirt. She laid her head on his chest and stared at me. She looked down at Tylee, who was now sitting in my lap, and then up at me meshing her eyebrows in confusion and anger, a big pout settled on her lips. She leaned up and smacked the piss out of Tylee, who just looked at her like ‘bitchhh!’. Heather started dying laughing catching a look from Trell and everybody else was chuckling watching the scene. 

“No!” I slapped Maliah’s hand not to hard but hard enough so she knew that it was bad. Her mean scowl turned into a frown as her bottom lip poked out trembling.

She stared at me for a good two minutes with glossy eyes before she flipped out like no other. She kicked and screamed her ass off and I’ve never seen her act like this, probably because I’ve never spanked her before but she’s never done anything to make me have to. She buried her head in Chris’ chest and started pounding her fist on his chest. 

“Yo baby crazy nigga” Chris chuckled. He looked down at her with a goofy face and she fell out in laughter as she stared up at him. “She jealous as shit!” he said after her laughter died down. “That’s yo God-baby though” I chuckled looking at the back of Maliah’s head. 

Trell came and got Tylee out of my arms and walked in the back with her, Heather mugging the shit out of him. I reached and tried to take Maliah from Chris, only to have her pull away from me. 

“Nigga!” I spat tilting my head to the right in shock. She never does that and low-key that kind of hurt my feelings. The doorbell rang and everybody looked around at each other. “This ain’t my house.” Chris and I said in unison before we busted out laughing slapping each others hands. The bell rang twice this time and Heather rolled her eyes before standing up and stomping off towards the door. 

“Hey guys.” I looked up to see Monique and Lani walking in. Seeing Lani always made me think of her sister. I missed her so much to be honest. All I wanted to do was apologize and have her back to being mine, she was my first love and that’s a love I will never get over. 

Monique sat next to me, leaving me in between her and Chris and Lani sat next to Heather on the two seater.

“Wassup Bestie” Monique said hugging me. “Wassup” I replied patting her back softly. “Hey Chris” she gushed, her cheeks turning a rosy red color. My eyebrows shot together in confusion. When the fuck her ass ever been shy around him and woah! wait, why is this nigga turning red? WHAT THE HELL? 

“I figure we got some talkin’ to do later.” I mumbled looking between the both of them as Chris rubbed the back of his neck smiling down at Liah. Monique giggled shyly before turning pinching her God Baby’s cheeks.

“Lannniii” I sang cheesing cheekily at her as Trell came in the room and plopped down in his Lazy Boy chair, “You know I love you ri-“

“What boy?!” she spat smirking already knowing I wanted something. I laughed before saying, “Can you please do her hair.” From me being half Jamaican and Malaya being full on black, Maliah’s hair was something long and TOUGH! I wasn’t gone try and fuck with it again because the first time I tried after Malaya left, my baby hair was in knots looking like she went and stood in the middle of a damn hurricane.

“Yeah, sure whatever. Anyways, sluts and hoes,” Lani dismissed my ass scrolling through her phone, I would bake her shit but I want my daughter hair done -Y’all see the shit I do for Maliah. “Who all is going to my graduation party?” she asked looking around the room. 

“Nigga, yo class is the next cast of Teen Mom 2, y’all some dumb motherfuckas.” Mijo yelled shooing her off with his hand as we all fell out laughing. 

“Nigga, fuck you!” Lani shot back, “Anywho, Rani said she’s comin’ so I thought y’all would want to see my lovely sister, but fuck y’all. Ain’t none of y’all hoes invited.” I was shocked when she said Rani though. She’s coming back? My heart started to pound in my chest as I stared at Lani in awe attempting to pick my mouth up off the floor. 

After finally fixing my face, I looked around noticing everybody was looking at me. “The fuck y’all lookin’ at?” I asked pulling out a much needed blunt. I set it on the table before taking Maliah in the back with Trell as she screamed and kicked at me. “Ah, shut up.” I joked chuckling as she stopped and tilted her head at me scrunching her face up as to say, ‘nigga what?’. Maliah’s a character man. “I love you mama’s” I cooed placing multiple kisses all over her face as she laughed hysterically. I took her in Tylee’s room and placed her on the floor to play Leggo’s with Tylee.

Walking back into the living room, everybody watched me walk back to my seat. “Why the fuck y’all watchin’ me for?” I mumbled picking up my blunt. Pulling the lighter from my pocket, I lit the end of the blunt and inhaled a long pull holding it all in. Relaxing into the couch I let my thoughts drift as I took another pull and passed the blunt to my left. 

Rani:

“Yo!” I croaked into my phone. It had to have been early as hell because Chanele was still sleeping and I heard absolutely no noise in the hallway. 

“Ra!” the voice chirped into the phone. I looked at the screen to see Lani’s goofy contact picture and name, the time reading 8:41 a.m. How Why the hell is she so wide awake on a Saturday and not to mention she’s two hours behind me in time?

“Hey La, what’s up?” I asked. Clearing my throat, I placed the phone back to my ear and closed my eyes again. 

“So,” she trailed off in a sing-song voice. “I got my graduation tickets and I wanted to know if I should RSVP your short ass for that and the party.” She chuckled lightly, I smacked my teeth and contemplated on hanging up on her rude ass. 

“No shit Lani, I wouldn’t miss that shit for the world.” I ignored her insult muttering into the phone shuffling onto my side. “Why you up so early anyways?”

“Yay, but I have a therapy session in like an hour and a half.” She mumbled the last part, the sadness mixed with irritation laced in her voice. “Is you stayin’ for the summer?” She asked shifting the subject promptly. I could hear the hope reveal its self in her voice and it pained me a bit because I didn’t want to stay for one reason and one reason only.

“Eh…-“

“Rani, don’t worry about him.” Lani knew me like the back of her hand. Although, I don’t like how she assumed it was because of him, but it was the truth so I couldn’t be angry. 

“Fine, IF I pass all my final exams then I’ll stay for the summer. With that being said, fuck off my line.” I hung up in her face and giggled before turning on my stomach and going back to sleep.

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3 Months Later

“Wake yo ugly ass up!”I groaned snatching my covers over my head harshly at the sound of Chanele’s exhausted voice. What is with everybody waking me up early on Saturdays? “Come on Rani, we have practice.” Once those words left her mouth, I jumped up like fuckin’ flash and ran into the bathroom starting up one of the showers. I rested my elbows onto the edge of the sink along with my head from the dizziness that I got from jumping up so fast. Coach Police didn’t allow tardiness, you were running laps if you were tardy and I wasn’t here for it at all.

Once I was completed with brushing my teeth and showering, I got dressed into some spanks, a sports bra, and a t-shirt along with my nike socks. I walked back into the room and slipped on my Nike flops and grabbed my bag stuffing a few gatorades in it along with my playing shoes, sweats, and a towel. “Let’s go hoe.” Chanele mumbled, sleep still evident in her voice and face. She looked hungover to be honest. 

Opening the door, we took the elevator down to the lobby and out the glass double doors of the dorm building. We walked across campus ever so slowly to the east end gym. Walking inside, all the other girls were in the center of the floor putting on there playing shoes and I quickly joined them. “Where’s Police?” my voice still raspy and my eyes hung low. You would think I was high. 

“Girl, you look high as fuck doh.” Imani shouted as the other girls nodded their heads in concord, these bitches were naturally loud. “I’m not doh so shut up fa Police hear yo ass and bench me!” I tittered lacing up my shoes.

“When you leave for yo sister graduation?” Charday asked leaning her entire torso on her legs pulling her toes with her finger tips; flexible ass.

“Tonight.” I mumbled sadly. “Her graduation is tomorrow night along with the party.” I added not changing the tone in my voice. Dominic and I have been dating for two and a half months now and everything has gone more than smooth. I mean we’ve had disagreements about somethings; such as his hoes. They hadn’t and still haven’t came to the terms that he isn’t single any longer and won’t be for a while if I have a say in anything. Other than Dominic, I would miss my two best friends.

“Aw, y’all see how sad her face got?” Jas teased me faking a pout as everybody did the same chuckling as well. 

“Fuck alla y’all hoes doh!” I exclaimed as we all laughed until coach Police blew her whistle. Here we go.

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After that excruciatingly painful practice, the girls took me out to eat and Chanele, Taylor, and I went to the mall and did a little shopping for my little date night tonight with Dominic. I guess he had something planned, he just didn’t want to tell me. 

Making it back to the dorm, everyone was out in the halls talking and bringing out suitcases preparing to leave for their Summer vacation. Some of these dumbasses -like Taylor- have to stay behind and take Summer classes to make up for their failed Spring classes. I refused to fail my finals, I had studied day in and day out for those exams just so I could make it to Lani’s graduation and party. Even if I had failed my exams, I still would’ve went, I’d just have to take more courses when I come back. 

“Awe, I’m gonna miss you guys!” I cooed wrapping an arm around each of their shoulders. Believe it or not, Chanele and Taylor had become my best friends being out here and probably that I’ve ever had including those in California. 

“I’m gonna miss you too!” Chanele croaked dramatically causing a few stares to come our way. Taylor removed my arm and walked hastily in front of us, “I don’t know them.” She leaned over towards some people while walking. 

“This bitch!” Chanele and I exclaimed in unison before we broke out in a fit of giggles. 

“Shut up!” two voices boomed from behind us. We turned to see Dominic and Duhwayne with big grins on their lips. I mugged Dominic before rolling my eyes and turning on my heels and taking off down the hall towards our room. I hurriedly slid in my key and unlocked the door pushing it open dropping my shopping bags on the floor by the door.

Before I could even stand up straight I was swept off of my feet and cradled in his muscular arms as he spun us around and around. “Stop!” I squealed through my uproarious laughter. He stopped spinning and placed me down on the edge of the bed so that he was positioned in between my legs. 

OH! I forgot to tell y’all we had some bomb ass sex for the first time last weekend. Can you believe he waited three months to have sex with me? Yeah, sometimes I can’t either but it just showed me how much of a good person he is and what he’s willing to do and give up to be with me. After that I looked at him in a whole new light, it was like it all came to, that he actually means something to me and that this relationship was something that I was going to take serious.

His dick had to have been AT LEAST 10 inches long and three to four inches wide, baby is beyond blessed. In the beginning I couldn’t take it at all for the simple fact that I hadn’t had sex in almost a year. The way he rolled his hips so dee-

“BABY!” I was snapped out of my trance by Dominic shaking the living shit out of me. pause. “Oh, sorry” I smirked, “I was just thinkin’ ‘bout…” I trailed off as my finger slid down from his chest to his belt buckle, keeping my eyes locked on his. 

He quickly ended my furtive maneuver, grasping my wrist igniting a pout on my lips. I groaned and shook out of his grip, getting up to pick up my bags and start putting the things I wasn’t going to wear here, in my suitcase.

“Aw, come on babe.” He pouted wrapping his arms around my waist and settling his chin on my shoulder -as usual. I loved when he did this, I felt like I belonged here. 

“What are we doing tonight?” I sighed turning around in his arms. “Well we could go see a movie or we could just chill until it’s time to go.” He said giving me options. When I heard the word chill, I already knew what I could do to get what I want. 

“Yeah! Let’s chill.” I said smiling big, bringing my arms up I wrapped them around his neck tickling his hairs. 

“I knew I shouldna gave you the dick. Give you a little sample and you don’t know how to act.” He boasted smiling swaying us from side to side. 

“Nigga, please. Don’t ack like you don’t be practically beggin’ to ride this slip-n-slide.” I teased tilting my head to the side watching his face fall. 

“Don’t be tryna play me, nigga.” He said before pressing his lips against mine. The kiss started out sweet and innocent before it took a turn down sloppy lane. Our lips smacked against each others, our tongues wrapping around one another’s, and our, well his hands groping me all over my body. 

“Get that shit though Rani!”

“Awe shit Dom, choke her with that lizard tongue!”

We quickly stopped our make-out session, turning towards the door to see Chanele and Duhwayne standing there egging either one of us on. These niggas. 

“Shut up, we’re goin’ to my room so Duhwayne tell Chanele go make you somethin’ from Panda Express or some shit.” Dominic shaded Chanele as Duhwayne fell out laughing and my eyes grew wide as my mouth formed the perfect ‘O’ shape.

I slapped his chest squinting my eyes at him. “Stop, come on.” I said before making sure everything was packed in my suitcase. I zipped it up and placed it by the door before walking across the hall to his dorm room. 

———

After three rounds of rough, passionate, and sensational sex, we were now laid up talking about everything.

“So…” He trailed off, letting me know he was about to bring up the one situation I didn’t want to talk about: Ty. I had told him about Ty when we were discussing our ex’s one day, he’d had a few crazy ones, but one stuck out to me: Rosa. She had been his first love and pretty much had been the reason he had turned into a hoe, player, pimp whatever rocks your boat. He loved her and she cheated on him, I’m not saying she cheated once, the hoe was a hoe. She cheated on him countless number of times with friends and family but he still loved her. 

Anyways, When I told him that Ty had been my first love and first sexual intercourse partner, he wasn’t pleased to know that I would be around him when I went back home. He claimed, ‘You never get over your first love, so just watch out for him.’ Shit was mad annoying because it was like he didn’t trust me. 

“So… What?” I mocked him sighing already wanting to get this conversation over with. 

“Just please-” He paused and sighed deeply. “Don’t break my heart Rani.” he mumbled playing with my hair. I looked up at him sighed. “I won’t babe. I really like you and plus he has a kid and he’s engaged. Don’t worry about him and me.” I lied. Okay maybe Ty wasn’t engaged but I needed Dominic to not worry about me.

My alarm going off broke us out of our trance. I picked up my phone to see an alarm on the lock screen. “Time to go face your past.”